It is odd, embarrassing and frightening.
I don’t know what to do with it. Neither does my doctor. My head starts hurting when I even think about it. Like now. We’ll make it disappear, some time or another. That’s what the doctor says. I am referring to the dream, of course. The head may go also, though, if it keeps on malfunctioning. I forgot how I'm on this website right now. I thought I quit. I'll probably quit again after this. Or maybe not. Man, I'm petty. Well, I somehow ended up here, now.
Oh, no. Perhaps I have Alzheimer's? Wait, no. I doubt it. If I had Alzheimer's I wouldn't have recalled I quit or my EM password. That's how the disease works, right? I have always behaved like a sane woman. Up till now. And I’ve been ‘a good girl’ recently, as doc often puts it. I’ll be able to find a logical way out of this mess, I am pretty sure. Logic has always been my horse. And it still is, I suppose.
But what if something like [that] happens? Ah! He’s coming... someone is coming for me...Get him away! Get him away! I don’t want that! I don’t know what I was talking about just now. That kind of thing happens. To me, at least. It’s some kind of crisis, according to the doc.
I forgot how I'm on this website right now. I thought I quit. I'll probably quit again after this. Or maybe not. Man, I'm petty. Well, I somehow ended up here, now.
Oh, no. Perhaps I have Alzheimer's? Wait, no. I doubt it. If I had Alzheimer's I wouldn't have recalled I quit or my EM password. That's how the disease works, right? I have always behaved like a sane woman.