Good Morning. I made this thread because I was sick but now I am recovering and taking Tylenol like a madwoman. But I'll keep this personal thread forever to complain about all things instead.
So ask me about anything or listen to me whine, your choice.
Pretty sure my bosses at work hate me because I've started being more assertive about stuff. I complained to the director (AKA big boss) about my supervisor (AKA small boss) because she never supervises like she's supposed to and basically left me and this other therapist (who works w/ the same client as I do) in the DUST when it came to our client. So last week I printed out some extra stuff we can add to our client's caseload and sent an email to my supervisor for permission and still haven't heard back and I'm 90% sure she just doesn't care about my input.
Also I told my director I'm taking work off this Friday and didn't hear any like 'okay sounds good' back or ANYTHING. The communication at this place is garbage. As someone with like major anxiety I hate when ppl don't answer me back because like will I be expected to work and then it's my fault bc I didn't send another email? ;-;
I got to cat sit/house sit for my friend this weekend and not to get super serious here but I was so happy to do it bc it meant I didn't have to be at my house for like four days and worry about taking care of things there. My friend and her bf (now fiance!!) ended up getting engaged this weekend and she told me that she definitely wants me to be her maid of honor!! Honestly, never imagined anyone thinking of me for something like that so I was more than touched and I'm probably gonna cry when I see her in a few hours.
Also making moves to move out this October and get away from my crazy family. I know there will be a lot of fights and guilt when I tell my mom but I gotta do it.
On my alt now but anyway I am feeling better just coughing a ton and I'm stuffy but at least I can eat without painful glands!! I haven't had a cold in like over a yr and a half so it has not been fun.
Kind of nervous now because I bought some NyQuil to help me sleep since I'm really stuffy and started coughing a lot. Last time I ever had NyQuil I had a really bad panic attack for whatever reason. But it's been 3 yrs so I think I'll be okay?
I am okay. I went to an urgent care and they said it's just viral and I have to wait for it to pass. A real bummer bc I'll probably get a lot of ppl I work with sick but I need cash.
Update: gonna go to an urgent care bc now I am pretty sure I have an ear infection even turning my head or chewing food is very painful. I'm gonna cry if they don't accept my garbage insurance.
i think you i already gave you my new number a few months ago. not gonna go back on snap tho bc i am way too old to understand how that shitstаin of an app works
also yesss let's talk more i am just a big nerd n terrified of initiating interactions so i never msg first lol
Speaking of social anxiety. I did just manage to put in a pick up order up the street for some breakfast. Realized I wanted a tea when I got there and stomached the courage to ask for one even though I had already gotten all my stuff. Small steps are good steps too.
I'm surprised I haven't dropped dead yet. I will not go to the doctors for anything. Most of it has to do w/ health insurance issues in the past paired w/ my crippling social anxiety. I like literally need a parent or friend with me.
