I couldnt tell how enthused you were about seeing the cattle drive. I've seen it before. If you want to see it, we can go. If you're not super crazy about, I'm good to just hang tight in the hotel. Let me know. I'm easy either way.
I've been solidifying appreciation for friends (lilin) and family (my future children with lilin) and making substantial career progress but there's occasional unrest about whether there's anything really waiting to come out of internal struggle. I'm sure there's nothing I don't already know or anything that particularly matters if we're being completely honest but it does seem like there's a better place for the framework to fall into if that makes sense.