I think it's time we give Rydia the appreciation they deserve, they are always looking out for everyone and making people feel wanted and needed in the community and are always hammering correctly in every game they play. How do they play so well? How are they always so consistently wholesome and joyous?
I for one think being around Rydia has only made our lives better and I think we should throw some love their way. It's only fair.
I did, I was drunk and I regret it, but it happened.
I was going to talk about it eventually with Rydia but I haven't been feeling too good emotionally lately so I've just keep putting it to one side because thinking about it has just been much too hard.
I'm sorry to everyone in the community that doesn't look at me the same way now, and i'm sorry to Rydia who didn't deserve to be dragged into any of this.
Please, please please leave me alone for now, i need time to reflect and calm down because i'm really fúcked up right now
Once again i'm so so sorry to anybody i've disappointed
