How do I get over things I did to people that cared about me...Things I did when I was 16 still haunt me. I had Borderline Personality Disorder and wasn't diagnosed and didn't know how to cope with it. Now I learned how to manage it, but I hurt and screwed over a lot of people.
I ran into an old friend today and she said she wasn't happy with me. She told me "you're a manipulative a-hole who uses people for blowjobs, pity, and attention".
I think I've grown and changed a lot, I'm not who i was 2 years ago. How do I live with the guilt and not let my past mistakes define me.
I promise i'm not making this post for attention, its just so hard to live with myself idk why i try