Wild, I've felt physically ill over the things you've said before. amazing how people have feelings and emotions. I'm gonna lock this and move it and if Ivana wants to get in touch with you she can.

I have no clue how else to reach out to her. If this isn’t the best way then whatever but I have tried other means and I don’t really know what else to do I’m feeling physically ill over the things she’s said about me mocking people’s deaths after being haunted for two years over the harassment I received over that I’m loterally sick to my stomach and I’m losing my mind over it so if I’m making dumb decisions I’m sorry but I’m hinestly fûcked up

Cointoss are you done yet I’m just trying to leave this so she can see it and then it can go away that’s all I want can you just move on with your life idgi why you’re so desperate for this interaction with me

basic attention seeker

If you're so tired and busy, then either don't respond or don't post stuff on PUBLIC forum, where 90% of people have no idea either and can comment on this. And I am not commenting on the issue itself, so I don't feel like I need that much more information.
You have mutual friends that can pass the message.
I still think this should be deleted/edited rather than locked, but do w/e you want.

Drop the attitude dude, you made it personal for no reason :)

No because then it will get lost. If I know she’s seen it, it can be locked, but as for now I’m not okay with her saying I mock people’s deaths because that’s not okay and she needs to acknowledge that.

Can I lock this before it gets weird? You've said your piece and I'm happy to leave it here. Ivana can contact you by other means.

I have no other way of communicating with her. Next time don’t comment on something you have zero understanding of. I don’t want to waste my time having to respond to you because you want to talk out your as’s.

ok i don't really want to be dragged into this, so i'm just gonna say that I read her post and I still think you should solve it somehow else than this forum. her brief post does not equal yours, but you are right i dont have much information.

i'm not creating anything, I just came to this forum for a brief read and this is the first thing I see and it was a bit weird for me to read something like this so I commented. im out of this thread.

She literally has posted her entire diagnosis on the forums.
https://epicmafia.com/topic/89373?page=2&post_highlight=3077368

edit: wow and the next post was me offering love, sigh. of course.

She's posted it on the forums multiple times. It's knowledge she has put on the forums, in games, and even on her profile right now. Please stop creating something that isn't real because you decide you should act on zero information.

it wasn't supposed to be concern, just saying. you can still pass it.

I don't think strangers like me have to know she had/has issues with her mental health or self esteem. you can still delete at least those parts, before someone else makes a bad use out of that information :)

She blocked me on every single means I had of contacting her. Thanks for your faux concern.

why would you post something so personal here when you clearly have other ways to contact her lol

there's a lot of weird people on this site and you're sharing some information that can be used against her

So tell me, please, where I was a fake person or friend to you, because not once have I ever done anything negative towards you. I've never done ANYTHING against your mental illnesses and I have ONLY tried to help you at every avenue this is maddening I am getting this from you.

You cannot find a single person on this site that can say I have ever spoken ill of you. I've gone out of my way to be good to you. I get people to delete comments about you, I get threads locked when I see you getting upset, I always try my best to shower you with love and support.

And look, I get it, you probably see yourself well-enough, or at least try, that you think my help is unneeded, that's fine, that's why I never told you about it, because I never wanted it to be anything big like this. I never wanted it out. I never wanted to be on a high horse, I just wanted to do my best to make you happy from my outside looking in point of view. I let you be with your friends and just hoped you were happy. I wish I never had to do all this but I cannot allow you to say that I deserve to be hated or I mock people's deaths or mental illness because that's so so far off and it's defamation.

I only ever cared about you.

Whether what I did behind the scenes helped you or not, my intentions are clear. I've constantly gone out of my way to try to be a beacon of help for you. I get it, you don't want to like me, that's fine. But please, know that the things you are accusing me of are simply not true. All I have ever wanted for you is you to be happy, I was fine not being your close friend because I simply didn't have the time to talk on Discord a lot. I don't talk with many people. I cared about you always, though. I always linked people your pics to upvote you, I comment on your IG pics, I try my best to make sure you are happy because it hurts me to see when you hurt. I've learned so much about your journey from IG and your captions and I'm so endeared by it and all I've ever done is try to help you and it hurts me deeply that you've made me out to be this monster.

whole situation is incredibly weird considering not only this, but the fact that we both reached out to her to try and solve the situation and she ignored it completely but opted to join our game and call us fake.

"Karma will bite you for taking shots at a person who has been totally open and willing to fight mental illness."

Also, what does this mean? Ivana I can't have you saying I'm doing things I'm not, so I'm gonna share with you what I didn't want to share, because of the compassion and admiration and love I had for you.

Here you go:

Jeff - Today at 10:22 PM
essa i cant because
the whole thing im trying to stress to her
is ill be the villain
she can hate me its ok
im not gonna tell her that what im hinting around is that i get people to upvote her or comopliment her
to help her self esteem and depression
and that i try to make people be her friend so she can have support
how do i say that without her thinking its not condescending
i do it out of compassion
but imagine you reading that someone does that for you
itll come across like i think she's some lil who needs me to protect her

Jeff - Today at 10:27 PM
like im fine mentally and im sure she'd be okay too even if i said it but like i can accept being a villain so i dont have to possibly upset her.