Time is a silent enemy. It never loses. It will destroy you every time. It wins simply by doing nothing. It never taunts, never advances, never intimidates. It just sits, and does nothing, and wins. It doesn't have to strategize, or formulate. It doesn't have any tricks, and doesn't have to think ahead. It simply waits until you blink, and then passes by.
Time leaves you only memories of yesterday, wondering if it ever happened at all. It makes you contemplate if future events have already happened, and if today will ever pass at all. It sprints when you want it to crawl, and stops entirely when you want it to speed by.
Time has no master. It has no grips to hold, no mysteries to understand, and no goals to accomplish. It never retreats, never gets impatient, and never makes a mistake. All of human efforts to control the untamable beast have always failed, and they always will. Even after death, time will continue to tick by, second by second, and its victory is always sure.
“Asking me not to break the rules of society is like telling your kid not to eat candy because it’s bad for him. The kid will continue to eat candy until you take it away, or until you prove why he shouldn’t. You also need to provide substitutes for the candy you have denied that child. I was told often enough what was bad, but I was never given a substitute or the opportunity to try another world until I had already become so defiant and twisted, I no longer cared about someone else’s right or wrong. By then I could not see enough honest faces in the world to pattern myself after. Your Bibles didn’t mean anything to me. A Bible had driven my mother from her home. The people you chose to raise me beat and raped me and taught me to hate and fear. From what I have seen throughout my life, the laws of the land are practiced only by the little guy. Those who have money and success abuse every law written and get away with it. I admit my reasoning comes from the wrong side of the tracks, but once these opinions are formed and reinforced a few times, it is hard to believe otherwise. So even if I don’t shed a tear, I console myself: I had some help in becoming the person I am.”
I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.
Sorry about the bony elbows, sorry we lived here, sorry about the scene at the bottom of the stairwell and how I ruined everything by saying it out loud. Especially that, but I should have known.
Maybe…you’ll fall in love with me all over again.“ “Hell,” I said, “I love you enough now. What do you want to do? Ruin me?” “Yes. I want to ruin you.” “Good,” I said. “That’s what I want too.”
Give up your heart left broken, and let that mistake pass on. The love that you lost wasn't worth what it cost, and in time you'll be glad it's gone. ♥
You were like a wish from a magic lamp i dreamed about, but now its just a nightmare and i want to cuss that genie out. I used to love comming home, now i can't wait to leave.
Dont get it twisted, this woman was great to me..but now we dont relate and we gotta face it g.
Ima tell you all there is to know, we trying to keep somethng that should have ended years ago. Back in the day it just made me happy when you smiled, but the truth is it been like that in awhile. Im bout to break free so i gotta tell you how real it be cuz feeling eachother physically aint shiiit with out mental compatibility..its deep when a man cant be in his home is peace
It aint smart just to stay wit someone because yall familiar, still tripping everyday homie that stress will kill ya. Wasted years all for nothing cuz we kept pretending..its like the more i keep trying to swim the more I drown, the more i keep trying to build the more you tore it down. I can't forget how you was acting back then, getting relationship advice from your ratchet assss friends. None of them can keep a man, but they telling you how to handle yours.
Right now I know there is no hope for us. When i talk to you its drama, and then you wonder why i never open up. You dont seem to know your role, and that our trouble..if im the king why do i have to have a power struggle.
