almost 7 years

Because I don't see myself running again after this round in the near future and I don't have time to do it on more than one account this round, I'm gonna just out this: I am Bogmire. It was my first time winning a trophy on a secret alt, let alone running on one.

The hardest part about playing that round was for sure being unable to play in the way I'm used to. Having to change playstyle for an entire round while also being successful is an extremely difficult thing to do, and overall it was fun at first but with each day it got significantly less enjoyable. There were times I wanted to take control of a game but I didn't or couldn't because it might have been met with resistance in game, and there were many times where I wanted to break out of my gimmick/playstyle type and be more like myself, but I couldn't do that either for risk of not being outted. In other words, during the run I missed playing as myself. It sounds weird but each account I have I play on has a different style, and when I play on a secret alt I then have a different persona as well, so it's nice to be able to play as myself again and not pretend to be somebody else.

As for finishing 5/15 after going 28/40 (11 losses & 1 suicide), I was truly at a loss for words--I've never seen my luck turn that badly that quickly on this website before. I've sniped trophies many, many times in the past and I thought with a giant lead it wouldn't take very long for me to close the round, but I never did. My hypothesis is it was because I wasn't on my lucky account (Giga13) lol. I figured if I outted myself when I had the big lead, I would have finished with gold for sure, but that wouldn't have been as fun. I wanted to start and finish the run entirely on a truly secret alt, even if it meant missing a trophy entirely.

I haven't ever been more disappointed with a bronze before, but at the same time some people don't have any trophies at all, and would be really happy to win just one (my first was still my happiest lol), and I'm happy that running on a secret alt yielded some type of reward, and was at least somewhat fun.

Special thank you to soda for keeping the account secret, as he was the only one who knew who I was. It sucks not being able to play secretly anymore but it doesn't really matter since I prefer playing as Giga13 anyway. Bogmire was a fun little experiment, and who knows, maybe one day I'll create another alt to run on lol

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like was that part of the persona because you were like purposely scumtelling lol
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if you're bogmire then why did you cry so hard in VDLI yesterday when i said i was meme clear for slow dying lol
almost 7 years

poot says

i knew it was you all along


i legit felt so bad for you in the game you were governor but at the same time i was really done
almost 7 years
i knew it was you all along
almost 7 years
Indeed I thought about keeping it secret for a while longer, to run and play on more, but I had the one round and now I won't have time to fool around on alts for a while lol