Not just a crush. I feel a strong connection with her. The way she writes, the way she comments. I imagine her chuckling at funny comments. I imagine her taking mental notes when she upvotes a knowledgeable comment. I imagine her thinking deeply when answering a detailed one. I've never felt like this for anyone before. I just can't send a direct message to her, that sounds creepy/despo which I'm definitely not...and there are creeps on the net who keep bombarding females with fraaandship messages. I do not want to offend her. I'm quite a reserved guy who's not easily attracted. But I'm feeling a strong pull towards her. I genuinely love her and care about her and I just want to watch her sleep and and I could give her massages before bed and be her pillow and then we could watch movies together and cook in the kitchen together and hide bodies together then after that if we go to jail we can go there together and prank call people or just synchronize jokes on guards and probably get time added to our sentences but if one of us gets out before the other we could break the other out and then continue to play hide and seek with the police and mabe leave clues like bodies but then after we escape the country we can settle down and start relaxing again and having fun and if we stop in siberia I'll knit her a fine sweater and jumper and windbreaker and pants and joggers and then we can run around and sweat together and then we could maybe play games like tag and then see who can beat the most people without getting caught or maybe just play epicmafia together and we can start a business together making chainmail or something or we can go to tibet and practice being monks like and then we can go to africa and wrestle lions!