So firstly this is going to be a long post, I would like to thank the hosts for all the time they spent on preparing the game and enduring the extraneous hours that were needed to host such an intense game. You are the best!

Furthermore, I want to thank my mentors for what they have done, even though they aren't official. Thanks to eatemuptigs for the talks that we had that gave me more insight on the game as a whole, along with HardCarry who helped me work on my social and strategic game.

In addition to this, I couldn't have done it without the support of jbomber732 who I would occasionally skype throughout the game.

I know this lobby has a lot of ups and downs, especially with relationships as I know that some people still have grudges against me. Please, never take things to heart, I had to learn it the hard way as a lot of things in the past affected me. As someone who was a scrub who p*ssed off everyone, I can say that I'm at least a little bit more respected around the lobby even with how much I can troll in games, not take some games seriously, and so on. And I know I haven't apologized to a lot of you... not to name names but to name names, mostly Alec for the amount of conflicts we've had over how I play dirty... but in the end I do care for you as a friend, hermano you might not think that, but no matter what (as apologizing is something I still can't do, Skype me about it if you really care >.>) I'm here for you no matter what.

In continuation with this, I have some people to thank that have shown me some dark parts of this lobby. Annajane, you are one of the most intimidating people in this lobby when I first joined, and it was probably how everyone looked up to you as they seemed to respect you, quite a lot. In a huge way, you did scar me as I was attacked, for the right reasons, on how I played games. I was highly annoying in EMBB2 and how you discredited me in your final goodbye to me did make me realize how I do think without thinking. There is still one game that I remember that you along with Cammy were in, which both of you started confronting me about everything regarding how I would only nominate threats for no apparent reason (although now I have more strategy behind it, although it's quite risky, but I can try to still pull it off). With that, I didn't know whether I belonged in the lobby or not, as I felt as my influence on the lobby was something that really wasn't healthy at all for the community, hence why I self deleted and became Picante.

As Picante, a lot of you came with open arms as I tried to mask myself and seem as a new player. Nattless along with ari showed me all about aesthetics when it came to profiles and didn't care if I was stupid behind that concept. They were there, and I felt as though I had gotten back into the community. Having nice people like them is what I needed, to feel at ease in the lobby, and I really have to thank both of you a lot.

Then I met Zero who I have to thanks cjn104 for coming up with the Duos Twist in his Big Brother game, or else I wouldn't have made such an awesome hermano to this day. I felt more at ease, and it felt really nice.

I think one of the breaking points for me to just out myself as Chuchu0 was when Cinannie was just so kind even after knowing that I was previously this horrible account before that didn't seem to belong and had coached me through Epic Mafia's Next Top Profile. I felt like my past wasn't a factor anymore, and instead I had been able to muster some respect in the lobby by my fellow peers.

After coming out as Chuchu0, I didn't expect to be welcomed back with open arms such as with Nicol who has been by my side to this day as an awesome hermana to me. Appreciation is needed to be given here since you were the very first person to go on Skype and to personally contact me about catching up.

Finally, I want to thank the moderators for taking the bullsh*t this lobby has spewed with many controversies regarding the trophy game, the issues of bypassing, and the influx of new users from Reddit which has caused a lot of issues with games running smoothly (along with difficulties for hosts to help newer players to learn).

I know I can seem like a person that wants attention, and I know I am, but I felt as this was necessary to make as a lot of you, did impact how much I love this site, and how much I needed to change for the better. Honestly, now I can say with this lobby, I really don't take bullsh*t in real life. It might seem bad, but I was this shy person that wouldn't speak up, but with all the things that go down in this lobby and how people aren't afraid to speak up, here I am speaking out the thoughts in my head not afraid of what others may think (of course I don't say horrible things though in real life... but rather not afraid to speak up for myself).

So finally, I'll leave it off here, and say thank you to all of you, for everything. I know I didn't add everyone to this post, but I just wished to thank at least some people for the journey that has been for me in this lobby.

Adios! ^~^

tl;dr: read the whole thing nerd

P.S.: Courtesy of whalerus for giving me Bronze and not Gold :')

ONE LAST THING!!! Thanks to you xSoniaNeverMindx for getting me to this website, you're the instigator for my presence here and I dearly appreciate it <3