the universe can go die

i just had an epiphany or was it a seizure maybe they are one in the same

ughhh

meh

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SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT: i have a picked a random player to be allowed to make posts!!

congratulations egj29gj29gj29gjwegj

but idk i think ive just been legit crazy lately i think i just dont care about myself anymore... and like people in EM and real life are nice and stuff and they have nice words and they mean well but literally no one can convince me otherwise no matter what they say or do or how much they say or do that i am a poop person who deserves everything bad

or depending on how u look at it maybe my EM breakdown played a part in my rl breakdown

u know my like "pretend" EM mental breakdown like idk maybe it wasn't fully pretend i think maybe some parts were true bc i had a rl mental breakdown like 2 days after my EM one i think epicmafia can tell the future

lots of stuff happened this week like idk if i can cope

<3 ily sammy you are so supportive of me

im sad today

im at uni and i habvent slept all night

ok i ate and now im gonna do my assignment

im going to go eat something now

so someone just said that the male libido is not a gross thing and it's "perfectly normal and natural"

well no it's not. the only real natural thing is death.

life was an accident... an unforeseen consequence

before life everything was dead

you dont need to have once been alive to be dead

people like nikki dont want me to be myself and want me to be silenced but everoyne has a voice and a right to be themselves

anway i just wanted 2 like share my ideas and stuff with myself because im done with like keeping to myself and u can accept me or u can not and im fine etiher way i just want to be myself

this is honestly a form of bullying but im lucky im such a mentally strong person like i can handle anything

i didnt downvote ur personal thread nikki why are you so mean

ok nikki and dikdik need to stop though like why

some people want you to though and it's nice though they rock

anyway i have to continue w my assignment ill talk to you later sigh i love u so much keep being you <3 even if no one else wants you to

and we'd explore space and other planets because really that's all there is left to do.. otherwise why even exist like i just want to experience a new world i don't know why it's just an innate drive even though i know it's all pointless

like i think videos would be a really good way to share information and like it doesnt even have to have ur face in it

anyway i think if i was the ruler of the world and everyone was unquestionably loyal to me the world would be suchhhh a good place omg