I hope you stay in this lobby even though recently you've gotten a lot of shittt because I think you've done so much for the community, you deserve to stay, and you want to stay.
Finally, I wanted to take the time to apologize for being an asss to you recently. Honestly, we've both been sh*t to each other and I'd rather turn a new page than continue it because I do believe that you're not a bad person, just misguided. If you're at all interested, feel free to message me.
First of all, I wanted to preface this by saying that I don't intend to hurt you with anything I say, but I just wanted to give you my honest opinion.
I think that inside, you're a genuinely good person, but at the moment, you've become extremely misguided. I think that you're a pretty insecure individual and you have a really strong desire to be liked and to be seen as cool. As a result, you've latched on to ryman and the ladnation mantra because I think it really gives you that feeling of being cool since ryman has acted almost as an older brother to you.
However, I can't deny that you have been one of the most annoying people I've encountered in this lobby over the past few months. You trigger me a lot because you say a lot of stuff which is incredibly annoying.You say stuff about me and other people which I think both you and I know is both offensive and untrue. You said some really terrible comments when you got evicted in EMVV and you frequently make comments which are either hypocritical or offensive in nature. It's just really frustrating to see you say such hurtful and blatantly unnecessary comments to other people. However, you have apologized for those comments and I do think that you were being genuine when you made your apologies.
At the end of the day, I think you're a lot worse when you're emotional or when you're around ryman because I feel like you say a lot of stuff to impress him or to defend him and his friends when they may not be in the right. Consequently, I really think that you've lost some of your individuality which made me really like you when I first met you.
