Call your moms if you haven't. Your mom is the best in the world. Buy her a surprise present if you can. Also you're mother is dead or you dont know your mother just know they always love you and god too. and pray for your mom also. and if you are angry at her just calm yourself down she does not deserve it. Be kind to your mother because she is your greatest companion of all. She would even donate her own liver to save your life.