Sort of related but I used to fantasize over having a harem of women. I watched too much anime and I drooled over the thought of having so many women. I used to save pictures of every waifu I wanted on my laptop. I had dozens of folder designated by height, weight, and eye color. The worst part was when my dad beat me down with jumper cables in the garage after I had left my online diary open on my laptop. I wish we could actually be polyamorous in real life.