Some of you that actually were my friends, I will miss you and always adore you. I missed playing with some of you when I was back sadly, but I was happy to play again with many of you. Some of you I fought with over my bullying and you took vios for me, and I am sorry for that. Best luck in life and I wish you the best.
Finally I have accepted that there is and will never be a place for me on this site, especially while these admins are in power and some others are moded. A few people always unfairly targeted me, and I accept that will never change and will move on for good. I thank God that I had enough time to show that my depression was better and I could do some good before I left. I also avoided getting so addicted to the site again, and am actually happy to leave here now permanently. I kind of wanted to leave with one more trophy, but I am happy with my few good rounds, some good memories with a few of you, but no addiction ☺. I wish you guys all the best with everything and remember to change the world.
I want to thank the administration for letting me come back at least during my radiation. It was a good distraction during that time. I really wanted to come back and at least show people that I was not the very depressed girl of a year ago. I did not have a lot of time to come back, as I needed to leave in the next few months due to school. I think that mission was at least successful in spite of the fact that it did not work out in the end. I made some good friends briefly and I think that I was really able to help a few people. I was actually surprised that I would be welcomed back at all by anyone, so I was overall pleased by things. I am sorry for my part in things getting out of hand and that it will not work for me to come back here in the end.
While some of you are great, I can say that some of the people on this site are like the worst human beings that I hope even exists for the world’s sake. I want to leave you with a few thoughts. First people on this site are humans and not just pixels, and you should treat them all with respect, caring, and love. Some people that I met were really struggling with life, and these people need your support. The toxic nature of this site is beyond what should be acceptable and people should not tolerate it. To those of you struggling I want to say to remember that things always get better and to remember that you really are loved and have a purpose in life. I am sad that I have to leave the few of you that I was trying to support in this matter.
[9:27:30 AM] mt: Meow meow meow lol [9:28:09 AM] mt: now I am back to normal. Gn lol [9:33:56 AM] Sinead: i cant believe you trophied omg [9:33:59 AM] Sinead: did you cheat..... [9:34:19 AM] mt: what do you think? [9:34:40 AM] mt: I am a good girl. Better things to do than try to find a way to cheat
