honestly i like myself pretty good lol. i don't like that i can't just settle down i guess. i don't like how nothing ever seems to just be what it was supposed to be
i mean i have real demons inside me tbh dude lol. but eh it's never so much disliking urself tho, it's other people's opinions of u. ur always gonna be fine only for that. then there are some places i just don't fit, and maybe would've liked to. and maybe i just don't fcking fit with the entire rest of humanity even sometimes lol
i mean it's hard to know dude. but i can generally reconcile how pretty much anyone else is with what i have in me
i usually dont care but avoid modding because i know modding turns me into a caremad but then calvin tells me to mod with him and then he steps down a few days later and leaves me behind to hang out with the friggin chess club mod team.