As I said I barely know who you are past seeing your username pop up in common threads, Dealing with one of your reports I saw you banking on being unbanned and everything being fine after being banned for HC/Harrassment, being drunk I can't remember which. I feel from the little I know you that you feel that because you have served your time for the issue you are exempt from it. I haven't found you that toxic in the forums but I also feel you are also more filler than anything, your posts are something i scroll past.
I've not ever known you too well but I felt you were a very filler mod who was part of the team you werent someone to complain about nor praise. You have made way more of a forum presence to me than a game presence and even then I feel that you act quite young, I don't know how old you are but it feels like you have been 16 the whole time I've known who you were.
I feel that in comparisson to the regular user you care a lot more about how people see you across every platform (alt) and have all these accounts and friend circles and want to maintain them as shown by your interaction in my hurt and heal wanting to be as neutral as possible. I think you should think less about how people will react to things you say and just say what you feel and let people deal with it. If people can't deal with your actual thoughts and opinions they should f*k offf.