idk if this is the right place to put this but idk where else
i'm sorry to everyone who warned me for months. i'm sorry to everyone i ignored. i'm sorry for saying "i know him better than that, he's not like that." i'm sorry to anyone i hurt or said anything bad about because i was being gaslit.
i've finally come to the realization that i was abused and used for roughly five months and i can't decide whether i'm more enraged or depressed about it right now. but i feel physically sick and i'm shaking with rage right now.
i was led to believe that people on this site were terrible. i was isolated from almost everyone else on here. i am a very kind and forgiving person by nature and i had that side of me taken advantage of. i was manipulated and made into someone i wasn't. i was lied to time and time again and i believed it all. when i finally got sick of it and left, i believed him when he said he was sorry. i even apologized for leaving. i did. i had nothing to be sorry about.
i'm so sorry to everyone. if i was ever mean to you or hurt you or made you uncomfortable, i'm so sorry. i love you all so much.