Introduction:
Hello gorgeous people on the internet. I hope you have had a great day today. ^_^. I have stopped frequenting this website about 10 months ago although I still go on every now and then...however due to personal reasons, this is certainly the last time that i’ll visit this site. Come to think of it, it’s less due to the fact that Cody and I broke up but more due to the fact that I realized there are people out there that care about me and would like me to become a better version of myself but going on this site is more like reminiscing my past rather than making myself better. And since this site created a lot of happy and sad memories, I’d like to share the way I see this site before I leave in a long post. (I don’t know where this thread is going to be honest.)
If you know me in this era, you probably know me as RedVelvet. But actually, I joined this site in 2009 but I am just an alt person so I don’t have a main. Haha I have played with almost every one of you at some point on other accounts.
Happy Memories:
One of my happiest memories was when one of my best friends introduced me to the site and we played https://epicmafia.com/setup/29125 in sandbox. My friend went on this site because there is a group of friends there and also because I really like the game mafia and i was playing it somewhere else. We are no longer friends, but the whole aww-you-play-mafia-because-of-me feeling made me so happy at the time.
Another happy memory was having different sides of me that I don’t really express in real life like craziness or angriness. Well in real life i have been criticized for always being too nice to everyone and never think of myself, and always want everything to go normally and always try to be cheerful towards everything albeit unnecessary. I guess maybe it’s because I was using this site as an outlet for some hidden personalities of me? maybe? -__-
Sad memories:
This site itself is not very secure in terms of protecting your privacy. And many of you turn out not the way I imagined once I got to know you (e.g. secretly a cheater, being mean to a certain group of people, or encouraging me to cheat with you). All these factors make it hard for me to trust people on this site and make more friends on this site. Sometimes I wish I can be less judgy about these things because yolo and stuff…………………perhaps i’d quit earlier that way idk lol haha....
But perhaps the saddest moment is this very moment because I am not sure why I am typing so much because no one will read this but hey! maybe someone will. okay!?!??!
Angry memories:
I’ll always remember this: when person B reported me for harassment because I called person A a bad player. Person A said he is not harassed, but I got a vio anyways. Some time later one of the mod’s friends told someone to go kill himself. Got no vio.
I feel like there should be a lot of angry memories but the only other one that come to mind is that this site attracted a wrong crowd of people due to the way it is implemented. oh no ={
