You are one of my closest friends and I've told you more about myself than I've told anyone else, ever. You're quite closed off and I can tell you have a really hard time opening up to people, which makes me a bit sad because I think you've really isolated yourself. I know that me analyzing you upsets you and I'm sorry that I do it so often, it's just hard to really know you or understand you at a deeper level since you're not often forward with your emotions and feelings. I feel strangely drawn to you as a person and you exhibit so many qualities as a person that I like, though it's hard to exactly explain. I think you're a wonderful and amazing person and although I haven't exactly been the best to you and have made you think otherwise I want you to know that I truly mean it. You always seem to look and fixate on our differences rather than our similarities (like how you seem to think we have very different tastes in music, which isn't true at all). I think that there are a few walls that you should take some time breaking down because they inhibit your ability for us to really bond I suppose. I know that time and time again you've claimed that you're not lonely, but something about you really strikes me as such, and your defense mechanisms beg to differ as well. I hope that we not only remain close friends, but continue to get closer as you're one of the few people I feel so strongly towards. You are utterly fantastic and I truly mean that.
