Well, I have been talking to my close friends about doing this on the last week of the year for a while now, but with Christmas coming up, I figure it'd just be easier to be free of everything by then so I can truly enjoy the season with my family and loved ones. I mean, like, I'm not paid for this, I just wanted to help others but when I realized I lost the desire to help others, I figured, "Yeah, it's probably best to step down."
Chances are, you don't like me. That used to bother me, but now it doesn't. In fact, when I realized I didn't care about how people viewed me, I knew something was wrong. I realized I wasn't enjoying this site anymore. I wasn't enjoying the game nor meeting new people. I had my people and I was content.
But that's not me. I am a person who is generally kind and caring, and when I came to see that I wasn't that person anymore, I started talking to my friends on here and they helped me to see that it would be best to just remove myself from the situation. I desperately want to quit and leave the site altogether, that was always the plan. Friends, though, are telling me to stay and just see how it goes as a normal player. So, I guess we will see what happens.
Thank you Lucid for giving me the opportunity to be a bigger part of this site for a little bit, I definitely had some good times. :)
Chalk this up to long reflective post by Jeff #3.
Shout out to my main homies ! @DUFFS @Blister @Kevin