When I did DMT, I was in my friends attic. I got knocked out cold after the first hit. I was going through a purple tunnel with words engraved on the walls. At the end of the tunnel, there was a bright, multicolored burst. And then suddenly, there was a spiritual lady standing at the end. It was like the virgin mary or something. I felt very peaceful.
Then I woke up, and noticed the room around me was really weird. The door was too big, the ceiling was too high, and the walls were slanted. I looked at the couch. The zipper started moving like a mouth, talking to me. It didn't make a sound, but I heard its voice. I learned a lot about myself.
Next time I did it, we were out in a field overlooking a mountain. When it first hit me, I noticed my skin started to look weird. I was turning into a plant. My skin was green and veiny. It was awesome. The mountain started dissolving, billowing down like an avalanche. The bushes looked like angels. I later referred to them as "Star children."
I became fixated on a nearby lizard perched on a nearby rock. It was huge and majestic.
Although each DMT trip only lasts about 15 minutes, it felt like eternity had passed. I would definitely do it again. Man, now I really miss it.
Dude, I could tell you all about my experiences with acid and DMT. You're right, it changed my life for the better. But you gotta know some restraint. I'd probably do it again if I had the chance, but for now I'm putting it in the past.
You know, what you had was a horrible experience. You haven't experienced the all the potentials of it. Same happened with me on my first try. I was freaked out of my mind for hours, and I'd even accepted that I'm never gonna see my parents, friends again. But I tried it again two weeks later, very careful not to freak out, it was revealing. Once my brain realized I'll be normal after a few hours, it showed me a lot of things, answers to stuff. These things can actually change your life for the better. Since you had such a bad experience the first time, it won't happen to you again.
I think what you're talking about is the personality change people go through after the realizations they have. This change is bad when people do psychedelics at a bad point in their lives. It puts them further into depression. Won't happen on mid doses.
It didn't seem to affect his friend as much cuz she probably had a strong psyche, and was prepared for it. Since it didn't, their energies didn't match and it freaked him out even more. If at the time, his friend said that she was freaking out as well, Kevin's experience would have been wayy easier.
also shrooms tend to make u sexually open. you probably got confused about ur orientation mid-trip if you were with a girl n ur normally w guys
Not everyone has the same experience. He SAID he took too much. For a first timer, a cognitive shift of that intensity especially among so many people, would freak most people out.
shrooms are great at music festivals, but not with strangers or w someone ur not interested in (which is what it sounds like). u also sound like u took too much, generally u want to take small dose for public occasion. imo tho shrooms are best in a private space, w. sitter/companion who is also shrooming, listen to music etc, blaze it as ur coming down to pick u up again.
So we're walking over to the stage where Jack Ü was going to perform and I'm just was lost, I felt like I was in another universe where everyone was the same person and we were going in a circle. Once we got to the stage I remember little of the performance. My friend claims that I was dancing along, but all I remember is me constantly looking at my phone and reminding myself that it was Sunday because I literally felt like I was loosing my grip of reality. Justin Bieber apparently made an appearance, I don't remember. When it was all over and we had to leave, I was the one who had to call an Uber, but being as up as I was, I couldn't even operate my phone. Plus, signal was horrible. So my friend basically holds me as if I'm a little kid and we just take a taxi home which wasn't that expensive (but still, who uses taxis anymore??). I lay in bed and just sit there staring at the wall, still believing that none of this is real and that I have a chance to escape it if I jumped out of the window (I'm telling you, I was freaking out in my head. It was not good). Next thing you know, my then-bf shows up and wonders why I wasn't responding to any of his messages, My friend tells him what happened and he just laughs and is just glad I'm back safe. Later on he told me how disappointed he was in me, and honestly I was mortified I lost myself as well. Never doing them again.
SO YEAH!!
TL;DR SHROOMS ME UP, DON'T DO TOO MUCH OF THEM IF YOU CHOOSE TO, AND DO THEM IN THE RIGHT ENVIRONMENT, MUSIC FESTIVALS ARE NOT ONE!!
I tried shrooms at Hard Summer this year and it was a horrible experience because I had wayyy too much. It kicked in at about 6pm and we went to a stage that was inside and listened to Boys Noize, which he is a psychedelic DJ (go figure). Next thing I realize the visuals on the screen start showing warzones and walking rubber ducks, the ceiling looks like it's melting, and my best friend put her hair into a tight ponytail and I thought she morphed into a scary alien so I refused to look at her for the rest of the night. I also noticed that whenever I closed my eyes, I would get this sort of kaleidoscope effect, which was probably the only cool thing from the trip. I told her about an hour into it that I was getting scared and we had to go outside for some air and she agreed lol (It was both of our first times trying shrooms). So we go outside and this is when I start realizing it's hitting me hard. I start questioning reality, I become super quiet. She asks me if I'm okay and literally thereon out, I just reply to everything anyone says to me with "It's the shrooms, man."