I was just messing with you earlier, I do it with lots of people a lot. While I mean what I say and intend it to be taken seriously so that I get an entirely genuine response, most of the time I just say I'm joking after. Or leave the person to think whatever because I don't care. I can be entirely serious about a joke, so I'll come off that way to make it seem like I'm not joking and not reveal that I might be. There's always a bit of sincerity there in one way or another, even if it's just that I genuinely want to mess witb you but don't want you to realize it.
Nah, that has nothing to do with it. This was just an an entire generalization that I felt like posting to have it down somewhere instead of in my head. It's not targeted at anyone, it's mainly intended to be an accurate and sarcastic mocking representation/idea. I was going to post this anyway, and you're not the only female to call me attention seeking earlier. But that has nothing to do with why I posted it. Are some people really so shallow minded that they can't see past their own ways of thought? Entirely rhetorical question. That wasn't targeted at you, either. It just may seem that way because of the coincidental timing.
I'm not going to bother going into detail about how what I just posted doesn't effect me. I'm just going to leave the post there as I intended it to. I never wanted responses in the first place, I see this thread as an outlet for thoughts/feelings to be simply posted and read. Left untouched as they are unless a response is clearly requested from said feelings/thoughts.
deletedalmost 9 years
Haha I just trolled all of you, Ainz is my alt LOL
Inb4 the "You're just salty because you don't get attention from girls/can't get a gf smh." "You just posted this to get attention or because girls keep denying you. That's the only reaaon you'd post this." Or anything remotely similar. Waiting to be amused.
deletedalmost 9 years
Omg, people know me on browser mafia. I have friends. I'm a somebody on the internet. I can ignore people now because they aren't in my inner circle. Anyone that isn't in is a nobody. All these random people try so hard to get my attention.
I'm famous and I have people already. And I'm too good for most people to begin with. If I don't already know you, you're just a tryhard. But I do need the people I have or else I'd be alone. So I have to be cool with them or else nobody would know me. But it's okay because I'm a girl, and there are plenty of people that will automatically always give me attention.
Anyone that tries to talk to me just wants attention, because I'm a girl and I know it for a fact that because I thrive on attention there's no way other people don't. Especially guys just wanting to get into my pants. I can just think I'm right based off of what I've seen and know without knowing a person. I know that people have more to them just like I do and want to be treated fairly, but because I have friends now I don't need to.
It's not like this guy I'm talking to could be amazing even though I don't know him, because everything is limited to and falls under my own conscious bubble. Only what I currently think matters, I'm not close minded and enslavee by my emotions. I'll just be an inconsiderate hypocrite now because I don't need new internet friends, and there's no way I'll lose the ones I have now.
I'm insecure and I'm not capable of being alone, I'm afraid of it. I don't know how I'd live my life without someone else. Please internet friends, don't leave me. I'd have to go searching through the nobodies to fill the void if you did.
deletedalmost 9 years
I can't even bring myself to be rude to slowbro, he's just so adorable ;_;
