maybe get away from em and it's small social bubble to realize it's not important at all?
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It's actually not that weird for that to happen. It's kinda how the brain works. When you start thinking about one bad thing, you start thinking about a lot of other bad things.
Hopefully, it passes. Some people have seasonal depression.
My used to tell me to eat bananas because apparently that helps with depression.
not to ignore connor but i dont appreciate the fact that ive clearly stated i want to commit suicide the past week and the most common response was "same"
youre all going down with me
deletedover 8 years
You can keep searching for the 'right' people until there's no one left ;(
yo it literally happened tonight for the first time in my life lets not jump to anything extreme lol
deletedover 8 years
People lack empathy and fail to detach intentions from actions. Personally, I think you're an okay guy although I wasn't pleased with some of your actions in the not-so-distant past. Feel better
You should try Cognitive Behaviour Therapy. It's what the doctors here will offer you if you go to your GP with depression/anxiety here and you don't want antidepressants. CBT is pretty good, and helps get you out of the spiral of negative thought processes. Better to try that than go onto AD's, and it's not like Counselling where you talk about your past - it's all about the present and future.
i mean theres not much to talk about, i recognise it's a mood/depression thing and most of it's just gonna be stemming from my current mental state. best cure is probably to seek positive attention and sleep it off
id never experienced the phenomenon of one negative thought leading to another and another that i'd heard depressed moods caused until now. cannot view myself in a positive light at all despite being in a decent mood & having a good time this afternoon. even if i think of something negative that i recognise could be irrational i struggle to think of any alternate being a reality
e.g. never improving beyond where i am in my competitive interests, feeling as though i'll never get opportunities and not being able to take them even if i did, feeling ugly, being ashamed of my whole EM image. they all just kinda flooded in b2b2b2b.
its actually really damn awful
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sitting in the parking lot of the hospital contemplating going in or sleeping in my car sad life
Man does anyone remember the DLYV doc joint discussions we had? I still recall Riddlers arguments about how you cant be allowed to think one step forward even if it benefits you.
Yeah I personally think the best solution would be to add the word "excessively" somehwere in the rule definition so that you can ensure that the only players whom actively push onto it quite hard get a violation. This also protect users whom say the words "stop" and "gamethrow" in the same sentence from getting violations.
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My favorite rule discussions were always ones that I had with Connor. We never really saw eye to eye going in to things, but we got there eventually one way or another.
