OP if you're looking at other people for security, you'll never find it.
This part is golden.
Something to look up if anyone's interested in motivation is Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. Although from personal experience alone - having people, having friends, is worthwhile. Even if you are a healthy, self-dependent human being, they are definitely worth your time.
she my motivation, im her transportation, so i let her ride...while i drive her crazy. AND I JUST KEEP ON GOING GOING LIKE IM RACING, WHEN IM DONE, SHE HOLDS ME LIVE A CONVERSATION
OP if you're looking at other people for security, you'll never find it. If you're not the change you want in the world, the world will always suck. If you're blaming other people for your unhappiness, you'll never find happiness.
Put simply, be your own person and let the world work out for you.
so is the side effects of playing mafia depression, or...
not for me because i'm really good so i can never get depressed because i never lose
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Nicole, let me take care of you? Pamper you, give affection all the time and get you biting... Let me annoy you until you make that pretty face of angry? Then kiss you until you forget that I annoyed you... hold you tight and listen to your heart, look into your eyes, move your hair, smell it gives me such confidence, so much peace. Saying in his ear that I love you. I want to make you cry, but only if it is laughing. I do a lot of tickling, just to hear the sound of her laughter... Let? I can love you for real, and show that I care about you, I care too much about you, you are everything to me. I will take care of you, like no one ever cared. I wanted to hold you high, and not leave you anymore.
so is the side effects of playing mafia depression, or...
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Nicole, let me take care of you? Pamper you, give affection all the time and get you biting... Let me annoy you until you make that pretty face of angry? Then kiss you until you forget that I annoyed you... hold you tight and listen to your heart, look into your eyes, move your hair, smell it gives me such confidence, so much peace. Saying in his ear that I love you. I want to make you cry, but only if it is laughing. I do a lot of tickling, just to hear the sound of her laughter... Let? I can love you for real, and show that I care about you, I care too much about you, you are everything to me. I will take care of you, like no one ever cared. I wanted to hold you high, and not leave you anymore.
I was reciting this down the phone to peach and the first thing she asked was, "Is that Calvin?"
Nicole, let me take care of you? Pamper you, give affection all the time and get you biting... Let me annoy you until you make that pretty face of angry? Then kiss you until you forget that I annoyed you... hold you tight and listen to your heart, look into your eyes, move your hair, smell it gives me such confidence, so much peace. Saying in his ear that I love you. I want to make you cry, but only if it is laughing. I do a lot of tickling, just to hear the sound of her laughter... Let? I can love you for real, and show that I care about you, I care too much about you, you are everything to me. I will take care of you, like no one ever cared. I wanted to hold you high, and not leave you anymore.
I was reciting this down the phone to peach and the first thing she asked was, "Is that Calvin?"