I am going to make an honest attempt to be nice to everyone. I am going to stop putting up this front that I have displayed to many people I have interacted with on this website for the past couple of years. From the bottom of my heart I want to apologize to anyone I may have ever offended or belittled. That person isn't me and I no longer need to put other people down or make fun of them to make myself feel better, because it doesn't make me feel good at all. It just makes me feel like I'm not being a good human being, and I think that a good human being can truly find the beauty in every single person no matter what. It's a challenge but at the end of the day I don't need to be shady or c**ty to give myself or others a laugh. So if I've ever made any of you feel less than what you actually are, again I am sincerely sorry.