*Warning may be upsetting"18

NCRAW4mon 9d
+14

Hi so, its really hard for me to make this forum post because I've had to deal with it for so long, and I guess I always just brushed it aside like it was nothing, but for the last 4-5 years on EM, I just don't think I can allow myself to feel this way, and just to push aside such a huge thing.

I always thought me brushing this away was my mind knowing it was only a joke, but things like this cannot be joked about. We do not truely know ourselves, or can be fully proud of ourselves until we accomplish the great, face our fears, and stand up for what is right.

To have someone just completely set aside our emotions and feelings, to make us feel like we don't even exist, I cannot even begin to explain how difficult it is. How emotionless you become. How you can feel as though, should I even be here? IS THIS WHO I REALLY AM? WHY IS THIS WHO I AM? - Do I even matter? :c

You took the power you feel that you possessed and made comments that hurt not only me but a community of people. You all did. You hurt us, you abandoned us when all we have done is love and support you all. We are there when you are falling asleep, messaging you to sleep, but when we sleeping? - no-one is there, you all go back to your own lives pretending like this is fine. That your comments define who we are. BUT THAT IS IT. I have to set it straight.

Even typing this makes me upset, but I know that others going through the same thing as me, and I need to be brave for all of us

.....

..

.... New Zealand and Australia are different things you idiot, stop discriminating the sexist accent owning country.

759visits
0viewing
15
WarrensMay 15, 2019
-12
Show hidden postnz is on the continent of australia
NCRAWMay 15, 2019
AlyssaMay 15, 2019
+15
I am so proud of the courage you've shown by typing this topic, NCRAW. You really put up with a lot in the EM community and I'm still here to support you all the way.
NCRAWMay 15, 2019
+9
Alyssa
I am so proud of the courage you've shown by typing this topic, NCRAW. You really put up with a lot in the EM community and I'm still here to support you all the way.
Thank you, your words mean a lot
coolkidrox123May 15, 2019
+9
nz iz beautiful
australia is amazing
they are their own places
amen
BennyWinterMay 15, 2019
-7
Show hidden postyou kiwi's are so dramatic
ZzFifthElementzZMay 15, 2019
+3
BennyWinter
you aussies are so dramatic
like omg, right?
hikineetMay 15, 2019
+13
do you have a moment to talk about imperialism and colonialism
NCRAWMay 15, 2019
+9
BennyWinter
you kiwi's are so dramatic
Yeah keep yapping
https://imgur.com/vf1u9Aa
morthmp4May 15, 2019
-9
Show hidden postI didn't know what New Zealand was until like 2 months ago when honeyb told me lol
NaClMay 15, 2019
+15
18 naked cowboys in the showers at ram ranch
MoldychesMay 16, 2019
-20
Show hidden postNew Zealand is about to become a state because it's so teeny tiny. They did the same to Pluto; Google it do your research
PhoenixiMay 16, 2019
+11
I wish I was Kiwi <3
Tall1sMay 16, 2019
-10
Show hidden postSorry, but I guess I don't know what happened.... what exactly happened?
pusseeMay 16, 2019
+10
As a fellow Kiwi I applaud your courage. It's really inspiring to see people open up about this issue, and I hope that someday I can possess the same level of bravery you've displayed. I'll dedicate my next J&Ms to you.
NCRAWMay 17, 2019
-1
Tall1s
Sorry, but I guess I don't know what happened.... what exactly happened?
PURE DISCRIMINATION is what happened. Its everywhere! Its the in game pre games that you join, its on the lobby walls, hidden in the discord chats, and in the air you breath. Its in the water you bath in and the sun that beams down on you.

Kiwi discrimination is everywhere, it is everything
D3xTr0m3th0rph4nMay 19, 2019
+11
Isnt New Zealand the place rich white people go to die?
lebMay 19, 2019
+10
D3xTr0m3th0rph4n
Isnt New Zealand the place rich white people go to die?
i thought that was florida
Stand by the kiwi community on EM <3