site banned people have no way to contact admins or mods without bypassing and getting in further trouble. they also have like no way to appeal this or any vios that they get while banned and then its too late when they are unbanned, but they still may have the vios.
Also we were getting like spam mail from em but you had to login to the account to like stop it, which you cant do when banned, and from what I read I think that is even illegal for this to be occurring in some parts of the world.
most importantly, I want you to step in and help mediate this. I was a harm to the site, so i should have been banned then. I am better now though and I should be unbanned without all this drama for at least a trial. they give me vios for trying to come fix terms of things when i had no other way to contact them and then. i was banned because of my emotional state though and not as a punishment so instead of them trying to apply punishments they should be trying to determine if i am actually a harm to the site! i will email you some other personal info that kind of factors in here