i just had a bad dream that involved me trying to kill sonseray in my university's parking lot at night, with a specific type of UZI that only took 9 or 15 round magazines for some reason which i borrowed from my friend's massive assortment of guns. my friend was also talking to me while i was trying to do it, and the weather was really creepy
i thought i woke up in my bedroom but i had sleep paralysis so i wasn't sure if it was real or not. which means either 1. i was trapped dreaming (or fell back into it, explaining the change of setting to my bedroom for no reason (unless that was also a coincidence, however, that's not likely)), or 2. i thought i had woken up but i hadn't. i think its 1 since 2 involves the coincidence that i mentioned having occurred which is unlikely
this was my first bad dream in a long long time
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what i'm reading here is that giga thinks it's really difficult to get sonseray lynched + epicmafia seems to spell murder for him (it is a game whose skills have a rather shady practical application). then the paralysis would play in with that earlier feeling it difficult to get sonseray lynched, it'd be a manifestation of feelings of inadequacy in general. either that, or giga wants to gay sex sonseray. i'm actually leaning towards the latter.
I had a dream that I won gold in a competition in like 3 days then the mods thought I was cheating so they banned me without a pastebin or anything and then I started bypassing on GearBuru with the same avatar and everything, same bio, same IP, samw family. Et cetera, and they never noticed.
