it wasn't a grudge lynch lol, you refused clears to lead you had 1 job only - to self, but you didn't and tried your best to be lynched

I will give you a very friendly hint, that I sincerely hope you read into and make some changes. People, even though we try not to, work on a very subconscious level. It is a LOT harder to hammer someone you feel positive feelings towards. So my advice is, please try and make a decent impression with the people who will decide your in-game faith.
You LITERALLY made it impossible for me to hammer mafia even though I ignored your overly annoying behaviour and STILL said you were my tr. Had you not messed with the votes, I would've NEVER hammered you and we would've safely won. Instead you messed with my votes, which caused the mafia to do the same and, as I play on a trackpad, I was scared my vote will end up not lynching the person I wanted to.
Your behaviour was the sole reason you got lynched and you can't expect everyone to fully seperate their rational and emotional side because that is impossible.