reasons to live

I've been made aware I can be "kind of a bummer" so my profile shall now contain an ever growing list of things that make me happy thanks for listening

• blue grapes
• baby polar bears
• girls with freckles
• when someone else does my hair
• listening to music that makes me feel 16 again
• when a new episode of a show i've been desperately waiting for comes out
• when i'm ahead enough in monopoly that i know i won the game but everyone still has to play with me
• feeling small
• being cold and having someone else warm me up
• these chicken wings from this place in my city..boneless with honey garlic and drizzled with caesar and parmesan
• driving a boat
• mourning doves
• disaronno and coke on a summer day
• frozen yogurt
• blowing raspberries on someone's belly
• squishy sand in my toes
• 4am pickles and cheese
• falling asleep on the water
• seeing someone else stand up for me
• the tiny rabbit sanctuary down the road
• my future children (all girls)
• resting my head in someone's chest
• when someone accuses me of cheating in a video game
• being inside on a rainy day
• falling asleep to someone singing
• when a total stranger or very distant acquaintance is genuinely kind to me for no apparent reason
• guys old enough to have silver hair but still nice skin
• when i make a new friend
• when i wake up in the morning to a message that makes me laugh
• that moment when it's close enough to work being over that i realize i don't have to do any more work that day
• when people find "my nose thing" cool
• kraft dinner
• that feeling of both being high and really sleepy and i'm struggling to stay awake
• watching someone enjoy food i cooked for them
• wearing heels on hardwood floor
• having my back scratched
• when i'm having a bad day and some small gesture turns it around
• exploring a new street or park i've never been to
• Kinder Bueno
• good friends who let me vent about how capitalism is the source of all oppression for an hour and also are supportive people
• when my hair is kind of like killing it today even though i didn't do anything different