Howdy! You've come to my profile for whatever reason, so I'll tell you a tiny bit about myself.
Firstly, I am a rare creature known as a gamer woman. Yes, we do exist on the internet, and IRL. Shocker, right?
My entire family (at least the part that matters) are a bunch of pyrotechnicians. So when you enjoy fireworks, like on the 4th of July, it's people like my family and I who shoot them off. When it's all done and people are cheering, you feel like a rockstar! So when you go see a show with big professional fireworks, cheer like crazy! We love it!
The summer of 2013 was very rough for me. An organ died, which forced me to drop out of school one month before finals, being told that I am about to succeed in my quest to kill myself, then realizing that I really don't want to die because I've found out what makes life worth living.
The people I thought I could count on vanished, and those whom I had just met became the closest and best friends I could ever have asked for.
But, life isn't so nice. I woke up during the surgery and felt everything that they were doing. From that, I developed PTSD and Bipolar II, along with a variety of physical problems. I'm just taking it one day at a time, but sometimes it's impossible to see tomorrow. I had to withdraw from college, but I'm going back soon. It's been an extremely rocky and long road and I doubt I will see it smooth out, but I'm just going to keep going.