well, this is rich9

sleepytobito1mon 20d
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So in this report: https://epicmafia.com/report/291610 we have some of the richest comments in epicmafia history. To quote Ragefakar's:

> If something goes wrong, everyone else is bad. If you played bad, it's the other person's fault for you playing bad, isn't that it? It's always this for you, you never ever accept your faults. You will call the mods dumbest posses but you won't accept the fact that you played bad this game and you had a personal vendetta against him and you just needed a slight reason to push him for it.

Which okay let's clear up a few things here. Not just to that but I want to clarify that this implies I don't own my shit and blame everybody else. So let's take a trip down memory lane:

https://epicmafia.com/topic/94626 forum post where i apologise to mods for being a twat about the rules.

https://epicmafia.com/topic/95608 forum post where I apologise for a lot that I honestly don't feel comfortable describing in a small enough amount of words here.

People will vouch for that if they defend me or check up on me on discord I own up to that stuff so they know exactly who they're defending. Also something people brought up was this report: https://epicmafia.com/report/278251 which I have grown so much since and I'm not proud of that at all. But I apologised to nancy in private and we're friends on here now.

Now in all of that, did I blame anybody but me? I don't think so. Hell, my own profile says how bad I am at the game.

Now let's look at every game Ragefakar or Zippy gets fossed and blames everybody else. "Well that's just in the game" okay, look at all the times they report people for "GT" because they voted them or didn't play exactly like they want everyone to play.

They also say I'm open about my mental health stuff for attention. Sometimes I am, if you count attention from professionals I speak to then yeah. I also believe speaking about it is a way to get people to feel like they're not alone with their mental health stuff and like, i went to a group therapy thing when i was younger so I guess it stems from there? I asked rage privately months ago if he could tone it down a little cause i had depression issues going on, i forgot about that. He posted screenshots of those. Not for any real reason.

Here's the deal, of all the players in comp i'm the one that never blames everyone else. If you're a toxic , I'll call you a toxic . If I up, I own it. If a partner up and we lose, I just say "yo no hard feelings, better luck next time, just remember that" and explain. You wish you could be me. That's why I make you so mad. I'm still leaving don't get that twisted but this was too easily debunked to resist.

TLDR; I take more responsibility in a day than rage and zippy will take in their lives. They accused me of blaming everyone else, seemingly forgetting who they were.

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bewildered1mon 20d
beetlejuice beetlejuice
alexandra1mon 20d
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u should really just ignore them, friend - people like that really just want to get a rise out of you and you’re giving them what they want
sleepytobito1mon 20d
bewildered
beetlejuice beetlejuice
just one more..
sleepytobito1mon 20d
alexandra
u should really just ignore them, friend - people like that really just want to get a rise out of you and you’re giving them what they want
They're rewarded for that stuff, im leaving, im sad, they've already won hell i'm not even allowed to call them mean anymore cause they cried to charley. this is just to clear my name before i go.
ManDontCare1mon 20d
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alexandra
u should really just ignore them, friend - people like that really just want to get a rise out of you and you’re giving them what they want
Keep giving the kid bad advice so he remains stuck in a detrimental cycle. They’re not trying to get a rise out of him. You telling him that will convince him that he’s doing nothing the wrong and that the other party is essentially trolling. You’re spreading wrong information and therefore, preventing anyone from meeting at a common ground. Dumbass
achiee1mon 20d!
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hey sleepy, I think it's a smart decision to leave if this site is taking a toll on your mental health. things in comp can get heated that players, even if they're in the right, might react terribly. that behavior shouldn't be condoned, and we all should be able to take a step back or recognize when we fk up, but really, it comes down to what you can control. it seems like you know when you're at fault, and that'll serve you well outside the game. i know that isn't going to get you the justice you might be looking for, but it seems like you've sufficiently said your piece and have advocated for yourself. best of luck to you
deleted1mon 20d
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general blanket statement i wanna make but can we please collectively agree, regardless of beliefs, to dead the notion of people who are candid about their mental illness/troubles doing so for “attention”? i guarantee the attention you receive from being open about those things isn’t something anyone is actively seeking - most times, people are trying to help normalize it for others who may not be as comfortable speaking about what they’re going through, or it’s a last ditch effort to see if they’ll be heard and understood and accepted. i just don’t wanna see anyone saying any part of that is for attention, that’s a disgusting mindset.
cash1mon 20d
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First you need a secretary to format your forum threads.
Ragefakar1mon 20d
I didn't plan on replying to this and I can easily debunk all of your thread right now and I will try to not do so. When you say " I asked rage privately months ago if he could tone it down a little cause i had depression issues going on, i forgot about that. He posted screenshots of those. Not for any real reason."

You are blatantly lying, I don't speak about my personal life with anyone, I apologized to you and I tried to make it right. I am straightforward about things, if i feel angry I show it, if i feel like I did something wrong, I accept it. You disregard everything from that and say it's for no real reason? Why is that? How do you always end up coming to the conclusion that you're the only person being genuine when you bend truth to fit your narrative.

You then constantly for the past 3-4 months would be in the games i join and you would constantly throw jabs at me and I can get other users to confirm, it's not me who starts it. I ignored it for the longest while, I ignored your forum post on me, and then you just kept at it so much so that, I felt like I needed to respond. You keep filing reports knowing they won't get vio'd.

Also I am disappointed that a site mod says that I want to get a rise out of them, when they just constantly do it all the time. MDC is right, you don't have a common ground here, just because I don't complain about things take it or respond to their consistent jabs doesn't make me the only person in the wrong. I don't get how they get a free pass when they do the same things and just cause they say they feel bullied, all their constant pushes at people are ignored. They should stop invoking me in their forum posts and also just put lobby camping restrictions between us. Just don't join my games, even if know you are in the wrong, you won't be told that.