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ReamixGood Morning. I made this thread because I was sick but now I am recovering and taking Tylenol like a madwoman. But I'll keep this personal thread forever to complain about all things instead.
So ask me about anything or listen to me whine, your choice.
Things I'm excited about: I'm moving into a new place next month and will be living with 3 roomates, 2 of whom have cats that I have been given full permission to cuddle. Also I am going on "vacation" next week (more of a staycation), but me and my sisters are gonna head up to New Hampshire and hike the white moutains and look at nature and cute stuff like that for a few days then the rest of the week we're gonna chill, maybe do a beach day (safely ofc) and go kayaking! :-)
im on the last episode of japan sinks: 2020 and like the anime is good but there are so many scenes that are so f*cking funny, either the way they're animated or like the lowkey disturbing and abrupt sh*t that happens in the show. I wanna give examples but i don't want to spoil it either so read at your own risk -
the scene where the conclave experiences an earth quake and the psychic boy is like THANK YOU MOTHER in the most ridiculous voice and then immediately gets hit by a giant rock... im sorry but i laughed so hard
and then the scene where Ayumu and Go are in the raft with the dying old dude and Ayumu wakes up to his dead body being eaten by seagulls and suddenly a shark comes out of nowhere and snatches him out of the raft... i cannot make this shit up it was WILD
Also Ayumu clearly has an infected leg and hasn't told anyone about it or even tried to clean is like wtf is wrong with this dumb b*tch she literally asks at one point if the hot spring she is sitting in helps heal injuries and ppl are like ya i think so and she DIDNT STICK HER CUT IN THE WATER LIKE ??!?!?!?!
the scene where the conclave experiences an earth quake and the psychic boy is like THANK YOU MOTHER in the most ridiculous voice and then immediately gets hit by a giant rock... im sorry but i laughed so hard
and then the scene where Ayumu and Go are in the raft with the dying old dude and Ayumu wakes up to his dead body being eaten by seagulls and suddenly a shark comes out of nowhere and snatches him out of the raft... i cannot make this shit up it was WILD
Also Ayumu clearly has an infected leg and hasn't told anyone about it or even tried to clean is like wtf is wrong with this dumb b*tch she literally asks at one point if the hot spring she is sitting in helps heal injuries and ppl are like ya i think so and she DIDNT STICK HER CUT IN THE WATER LIKE ??!?!?!?!
Incoming vent.....
It really sucks not being able to write. I feel like I haven’t been able to put a solid piece of poetry together for so long... and if I do it’s like every 6 months. I’ve basically gone back to old unfinished poetry and edited that to feel like I’ve completed something but it isn’t the same.
I used to write so easily. I could write like 5 poems a day without an issue and I feel like I’ve completely lost that creative spark. When I first started writing it was because I started college and everything was so new but soon after that I got in a relationship and ended up being pretty broken up about stuff to do with that for a few yrs and I also had some mental health issues that didn’t help. However, my writing thrived under those conditions. I remember how cathartic it was for me to just figure out my thoughts by writing.
And now that I’m in a much better place in my life I feel really lost not being able to tap back into that skill. I want to publish old poetry I have but I want to be able to write new stuff as well. It sucks that my writing came from such a sad place because there’s so much I’m happy about now that I wish I could write about but anytime I try to I just get frustrated and I give up.
It really sucks not being able to write. I feel like I haven’t been able to put a solid piece of poetry together for so long... and if I do it’s like every 6 months. I’ve basically gone back to old unfinished poetry and edited that to feel like I’ve completed something but it isn’t the same.
I used to write so easily. I could write like 5 poems a day without an issue and I feel like I’ve completely lost that creative spark. When I first started writing it was because I started college and everything was so new but soon after that I got in a relationship and ended up being pretty broken up about stuff to do with that for a few yrs and I also had some mental health issues that didn’t help. However, my writing thrived under those conditions. I remember how cathartic it was for me to just figure out my thoughts by writing.
And now that I’m in a much better place in my life I feel really lost not being able to tap back into that skill. I want to publish old poetry I have but I want to be able to write new stuff as well. It sucks that my writing came from such a sad place because there’s so much I’m happy about now that I wish I could write about but anytime I try to I just get frustrated and I give up.
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Do you have anxiety about doctors as well?