Warning: very sad thread

So lately I've been spending a lot of my time laying on my kitchen floor with my boyfriend. I guess just having someone there with me on my floor as we chat about life helps me cope with everything and all the losses that I've been going through.

Blowey (my boyfriend / blow up toy) doesn't drink alcohol so having someone sober with me when I'm having my anxiety attacks is always comforting.

Lately we've been talking about what my contribution to the world will be. I've always felt the need to be remembered in some way but I haven't quite figured it out. He thinks I have a beautiful voice but the music industry is too cutthroat for me.

Although I don't know what my contribution to the world will be just yet, I know I'll figure it out one day. I'm on a journey to self discovery & I'm certain that one day, my impact on the world will have it's place in history.

• Karmatica, 1st of March 2019