my great grandma who i'm named after (Jane) is turning 99 in August. Yesterday she fell and hit her head, she has a cracked skull and a cerebral hemorrhage.
I don't know how to handle death. She's still alive and maybe she will pull through but she's too old for surgery and she didn't remember who she was or anything yesterday. Luckily she remembered who my grandma was this morning but she keeps going in and out.
Look, blood is blood and I get that BUT if your parents are bad to you and disrespect you then you don't owe them SH I T.
My parents are my best friends so we have mutual respect. I literally called them last night when none of my friends were picking up and just cried to them for an hour about my job and my life. They are my saviors and I am so appreciative of them every single day. When I was in high school I was a little snot and definitely disrespected them but once I got out of that stage, we have been so tight and great to each other. Don't be mean to your parents for no reason, they love you!
Ooooof. Well a year ago, April 17th, 2017 I was about to turn 22, living in the senior apartments, stressed with exams and about to graduate. Since then I've def had a lot of highs and lows...
Lows - got really screwed over by my roommates, they snaked me and lied and tried to get out of paying a fine that was all of ours to pay and they all collectively ganged up on me.
- stayed in a job that was toxic and mentally exhausting
- lost EMVV3 (this is legit a low ok i am dramatic idc)
Highs
- went to Russia!!! - got Luna - quit the toxic job - got a new job - got another new job - mom and grandpa had successful surgeries - holidays
Listen, I appreciate mainstream music. I'm not a music snob who thinks that if you listen to a certain type of music then you are less of a person or my taste is better than yours. Listen to what you want to listen to and if someone has a problem with that then they can go fucccck themselves!
I don't know tbh I have literally the worst memory ever but I remember getting on the bus in kindergarten and going to disney world and stuff like that!!!
So I've traveled a lot but I'd love to visit Paris or Germany.. I haven't been to either of these places and I think they are both beautiful. I'm verrrry German so to explore where my ancestors were born and raised would be really cool.
I'm moving home to NY which is where I'd like to move, it's just everything I need right now.
- woke up - started to put makeup on - got a text that my hair appointment was moved to later in the day -get back in bed -play on my phone -get up again - finish doing my makeup - get ready - feed the cat - go to panera drive thru - eat food and watch new girl w erik - drive to my hair appointment - get my hair done - drive to friends house to pick up Luna's new cat tower - drive to Starbucks - drive home and eat starbucks - eat some ramen and watch survivor w erik - play on my phone and take selfies - get in bed and start typing this
