Let it be known.319
I know yall want to be a bunch of D3x clones. Do not try to copy cuz it cant not be done..I made me, me..My mind is the straight dope, and this world is mine..your all in my world.
You can follow god, but u cant b god.
If yall want to be a druggie tryna copy, it wont work..i warped my own mind, a chemical can not be me (ironic ik) stfu
Well ofc having 50 grams of PCP laying around the house wasn't good for me and I quickly became a daily user. I am no chump when it come to drugs so naturally I pushed the limits with this substance and if you know anything about PCP, it can make you black out at high doses and act erratically.
So p much I was smoking/snorting about a half gram a day,..and ended up freaking out on a black out..destroying my home..I dont really remember anything but I had also lost my stash.
This had some pretty bad consequences mentally. 1. The embarrassment of wilding out on PCP 2. The fact I was now sober after doing PCP everyday for a few months 3. Transitioning between new jobs. Left my confidence and esteem at an all time low. This all was truly horrifying experience. And I have been smoking weed again to cope with the uncomfortableness I feel while sober now.
Hopefully my brain heals..its been ab 3 weeks but my brain still feels tired and fried lol.
i tried dmt for the first time last week after i got a concussion 2 and a half weeks ago
Thought I had lost all my memories/my mind and was in the hospital while I was tripping lmao, pretty fkin terrifying experience.
4 - Pall Mall Red 100s
4 - handles
7g - dank weed
40mg - methadone [every three day]
--alternatively sub Perc 20 IR everyday [good luck affording that]
1.5g - 2fdck [200mg IM?20mg?IV] -nighty
7mg 4-aco-dmt [pref mix w/ IV 2fdck]
any Disso RC to replace the ketamine
crack is fun sometimes
not sure what i wrote here, think its stuff i need to b happy..i think with this recipe one should sufficiently be able to block out reality
THIS combination of drugs has NOT been approved for FDA... and ofc the RCs are NOT intended for human consumption,.. its all purely theoretical,. Honestly if you really do wanna live, probably jsut throw a stimulant somewhere for everyday use,.. I just leave those out bc of the mania
also my 2 year sobriety date came and went,..smellYAlaterNERD.